Brains, Eyes, Hearts, Lips, And finger-tips.
Forward: For every time it has been said that its' our brain, or our heart with such a distance that it now makes up the system of "me". The individual is stripped of a whole existance, from such a cold systematic remorse. Hopefully we can help stop this trend and we can at least try to be more attached (to ourselfs).
Chp.1
Fight or flight is the most childish term of "medicine". It states such a simple idea, that is none existant. Against all laws of our logic, (and long evolution). It states that us as a whole (every nueron, and inch of calcium, every strand of DNA which still is not half understood, mind you) is summed in 2 words. Of course this comes from a belief that it is our brain...
Our body (and no not the human body, because our reality only exists from our bodies through perception) is a whole. When it is divided, we lose significants.; Our kidneys for example, won't fit into another persons system so easily, unless of course... They are spiritually, and menatally prepared.
When we think that each system and organ is a cog in the machine, we lose effienciency (less nutrients supplied because of a understanding of any given organs lowered significants, then of course in the case of a transplant, the mind would realize that the organ has been through changes, creating leads in synapsyse for assimilated behaviors against or towards that organ). We lose life and meaning and become, Mecha, Autonom, Industry, Creation, Creature. Not Human, not existance, not joy, not love, in other words not life.
Yet there are 2 ways to see this "story".
The first : Human are in 2 realms, a spiritual and a physical (there may be more though) and through the spiritual each individual controls their given body and so forth lives...by being directly in their body as the energy that gives cells reason to metabolize, etc. (Maybe its a futuristic video game). Or that the soul itself is the whole. We do exist, in perception because of chemicals and electricity. Such to an extent that it is all just frequencies. And what else is on this little special frequency? You can prefer the puppet on a string idea, over the one existance complex, you can believe in god, and angles and demons, you can just live with your feelings, or just plan...but it is all more complicated than just a simple bible :)
Organ donation, transplants.
Lets take a simple look at the beauty of medicine.
At something as "simple" as a kidney transplant for an example. Some individuals would believe that the kidney fits and is what is needed to live, giving the new kidney a cozy environment to healthily allow the body to function. Digging a little deeper and we see that "A comfortable" kidney needs nutriants which we give (we the brain, so they say) but ourselfs (as a personality...both consientily and sub-consiencily...or as a perception). Now lets consider that the perception for the transplanted kidney is not a comfortable position. The person, gets stressed, the kidney doesn't get nutrients, and we use its functions just at the bare minimum, we reject it, and we shun it. If that person was in a comfortable position (say they met the donar, understood that kidnies importance for his survival and didn't see the organ as just an organ) then the kidney would function well, and no rejection would occur.
Society, is us (the brain) on a bigger bigger scale. Each individual or group is like a cell or a tissue structure. If for some reason one cell is different from the majority, or if it doesnt do its function as so forth developed through complex creations of "responsibility.. it is outkasted (attacked with antibodies)
Take roads for example, which are built by use to take us to destinations created and known by us. We are taken to work, to food, home, and to recreational activity. Cell behavior is to follow a path, reach a destination, and create either structure, labor, attain nutrients, or something else, depending on it's function. Of course it is not the cell itself that does anything, it is what is in the cell. On a bigger scale you could say that a car is a cell, and we are the dna with-in that builds homes, and that thinks to create laws which govern how the whole of human (organism/society) works.
An early monarch, where the smartest led through complex webs of manipulation is just a simple synapsis. Now society has evolved into many different hemispheres of thought/culture.
Has anyone asked how one becomes king, why people listen and do as told. Why in a village of 100 there always is one person who is the leader (and why there are developed social classes), how come in a group of 1 million there is social classes and superiors to each other.
Of course there is the need to fit into a nitch.
How did that evolve into modern society.
Since evolution is very complex, lets attempt a simple summary of "mans".
The first organisms here were simple, one cell, one nucleaus, with a few commands for life (eat, move, react). No such thoughts of riches and desire consumed these lives. Skipping a little ahead...these creatures some-how went from one cell to multiple...Every creature strives to be, and to grow. But why grow more complex? Could it be trivial, that some cells only grow on the proteins, which other cells secrete,or that different creatures/(organisms/cells whatever people want to call um) eat other creatures just for nutrient. Being such simple one cell organisms consuming other simple one cell organisms, they then combine nucleaus (reproduction to the sexually obsessed) and it becomes a new being. Not fully different but by small mutations.
These organisms being so simple and not having the flight or fight reflex (which is supposed to be very primal) not having complex webs of enemies, prey-predators, herds, or social structures. That being would be the prim-mordial soup.
With such new and complicated cells in multi-cell organisms and a long period of time to become efficent, that maybe hunger has finally been evolved.
Organisms begin to sprout. Whish are just tissues of cells controlled by the most unusual protein, electricity (and dyno, nucleaic acid ).
They then consume cells, these cells store energy, and convert it for their use.
Now more modern life has been founded.
When we compare these little organisms with a simple computer kernal/bios/os/etc (it does seem like we create our world to model the inside of the human phenomina). Early organisms had a simple nervous network which connected everything (from such a simple 1 synapsis network, eat,sleept, move, dispose, explore,etc could be achieved which translates in electronics to read, idle, move/cut, delete, index, and etc from 1 closed circuit). These have been the simple functions of early animals. Just because the cells wanted energy, and because the hierarchy works.
Now of course being adapted to an environment means being zen.
So to create more effiecent "machines". New perceptions had to evolve. Now this is the period where "Reality" becomes existant (1 or true,as to put it. And for all the MGS fans reality would become Zero). As the first worms crawled out of the soup. Now the soul has grown from one wave of electricity in one nucleus to high powered stems of which will evolve the brain, spinal cord, limbs, and bones.
(Of course this is our evolution and not plants. Which through the mere act of growing without movement, have conserved energy to be, full or zen, first.)
We come out as "worms" to a giant world, the most energy filled existant being are the plants. Predators and prey, consumers and consumed, carnivors and herbivors are finally evolved. Eating the cells of fellow organisms for life has become a norm. Everytime a life is consumed, all that exists with-in the "food" any toxin, protein, enzymes, and DNA will be supplimentarily consumed along with the needed energy. At the current state of evolution, sorting these "chemicals" apart was not a needed trait for these organisms, as self perception of existance to create the need to perserve ones' life did not exist and all substances would have truly mixed, you could say that was the age of aquarius.The DNA, or grow code, is what evolves from all organisms to create orchestras of many beings. Moss can be a synonim for hair, branches can be the basis for bones, everything should have a connection to each other, whether it's in the chemical code or the structure of poli-carbons....Everything on this planet has evolved together so far.
But lets leave this behind. As it is a great history.
Over the time of existance, there have been speices that conquered their environments and ones that didn't. We are conqueres. We have grown our own society through the nitch of unity. Some-how we know to stick together and protect our selfs from harm, or, non-existance.
All forms of "life" are "parasites", "living off" a few basic elements (google vitamins, enzymes, protein, and etc and you'll see what you really need to survive, it's not a T-bone stake, it's the chemicals with-in). To cover the basics.
Complexities have either been taught by the smarter of us to make there lives more "accessible" or evolved to make our co-existance more unified. It all depends on if we're a herd or a social network. But murdering each other has played an important role as well (political assasinations, fbi, hits, war).
(draw socials)
We are very sociable, maybe its the sound of our voices that create electricity for us to consume. Maybe there is a circle of electro-magnetic energy around us, or we simply hope our interaction brings wellness to our health. Yet all reaction is in function to relativity between us (understanding) and the subject. Which seems like a code. We memorize everything we consider by language important. It has now become a web of information and not a web of consumption, since we control everything that exists.
To fill our-selves in a chain in the link of our society.
We are blood, guts, flesh and bone. Fragile in some situations (wall-street, lawyers and judges, models, and strippers) yet expandeble during war.
We have to question everything now.
In the 2 world wars that have consumed our time. Human-kind has made vicious discoveries in every domain. It is very simple to explain. If one who's family has been with 'em for 25 years goes for a walk with his dog, and a carpet bombing squadren of enemy planes destroys his home-town, his wifes bed as she sleeps in the morning, his new born baby son lays dead in a pile of rubble. It is enough to randomily spawn a dedication to an idea and an avalanche off thought. This also creates a sort of monster that does not sleep, does not worry about a good meal, does not wish for consulation from fellow man...It creates a thinking machine, and this thought can be influenced and is influenced. This would hopefully push our benefactor to use more than just the 8% of his brains capacity. Just thinking of all the actions that lead to that one un-faithful day when his home was destroyed would create a clear image of what world he belongs into. These are the kinds of monsters that war can create, now is it an accident that these traumas occur and they develop new laws, new weapons, and new defenses ? Or is it political manipulation. (I'm sorry I had to refer to a man and create a bias, the idea is that : people have been pushed to limits where they have had to create un-existant thought patterns, that others would not evolve naturally if not for "war" or stress)
To have a faith in god (when such a war occurs), will allow you to live with these deaths. Or it will make you question god. Having a religion will only keep you from taking a response for the actions performed, set by a book of rules. But the golden age of human invention seems to have slowed down once we went digital. Progress is slow.
So many selfish idiots praise mad-men as being "Insane or Genius" (That there is a fine line bettween the two). We can now consider Einstein to be the same as Charles Manson. Which is completly wrong.
This term, obviously must be a plot to advocate money, simply by creating a market of information about those who have acted on insanity, in films, books, and plays about such an "artistic" idea, and etc, of such horrible acts of slaughter. The difference: A genius will always see his role in society, will always communicate, radical yet rational. An insane man means that he won't have a care for our worlds well being, no remorse, or trust in society, or even any interest for culture, in comparison a genius uses others to aid in his thought (making one person resolve a problem this genius knows the man can resolve, a mad-man can attempt to manipulate but not by free will, by power and authority.) and a genius creates a circle of society to maintain his or her status and happiness, we did give the noble prize to a few worthy people. An insane person creates a space against others and takes every bit of information to be against his thought (stupidily).
So anyone who considers Insanity close to Genius should be given an enema and put in a strate jacket. Good men have done great things for us to foolishelly believe that there is a fine line between genius and insanity.
Our world is changing. Through industry, economy, and the rest of the terms that lead to the control of laws over our lives and creations.
We have developed the act of simulate. Any where in the world there is a medium of existance, or a standard. We want to look like, say a famous "Athlete". It could just be a simple nature of attracting a mate.
But now we add religion to the mix, white suites, military type haircuts, clean shaves, and a clean brain (or on the other hand saggy pants, a tank top, dread-locks and a joint with some will-i-am shades). It becomes (the nature of mating) a status-que.
We become our gods (the ones we create through education and society), we mimic what we see or read, what we hear or participate in. An event can be constructed to influence opinion on any subject 'war to food, from sex to drugs, music to space (for example) and so can a song, or movie. A conversation between different groups with different social classes can occur and communicate the bare general of how person in the group having the conversatoin should be and of course their position (domination, respect, importance, nitch, etc). This idea of how people should, given to us by others is where we attempt to fit in. We always have our action and words affected by those around us. Either it is our complicated sex drive, or it is something else...
In a constant attempt at expressing our self thoughts, we go from our inner world and perfectly created feelings and thoughts to expression, with just 2 vocal chords, 2 hands 10 fingers and 1 body. We can execute geastures that consile accordance with a fellow peer, and so forth until we relize another comfortable environment. An individual will not eat as healthy under stress, or breath as regulated as someone comfortable (any study on stress level can accord this theory). So we similate for our own health. We toast, we boast, we pay, we bribe.
Of course it is our world, it is created by us, for you. It is under our control. This is where the difference bettween man and animal is (the control). Further more. Question if an animal realize it breathes, are its actions based on logic, more or less like our own? To help keep everyone happy, we'll ignore animals for now. Our laws state that everyone can think anything. Such a device will develop mankind further, but radical thought still most be controlled, according to our laws.
Chp.2 Human Nature.
Take a dictionary and look up feelings and emotions. Become familiar with every word, then open up an encyclopedia, read anything that contains 200 pages of history. After all this go online and follow the last article read, follow the web, get lost, forget the day, and torture yourself with how many we are.
Curiosty is strict, as means of development on brain functions (The human society) and looking up a short skirt (The penal code). Every action has regulations to its execution which if the action is considered bad, its your execution. Human cloning is a key to discovering the vastness of our brain yet it is illegal, "the pursuit is evil and we will not cure cancer!".
The factors that stop us from becoming "at times" (modern) with the 22nd century are for others to obscure. Any study that is of value is considered in-humane yet any 7 pound stake is extra-ordinary. Medicine should be free (and also it shouldn't cost anything).
Sadly we become more commercial, you can buy a smile from anyone. For the right income one can have a spouse (or just become a swinger), yet all relgions always tell people to ask for more (and are never open after 8 pm for people to sleep in a church on a cold night, after getting lost as the 3 wise men most of done on their quest for Jesus). Societys' long and full degradation of evolution says Money,Food, Sex,Gold. In 4 simple words.
Yet something always sparks a flame, locked to the progress of creation for cultural evolution. We still wish to develop more.
Old legislation looks at "illict" activity from "afar",asks for declaration, processess given laws, hears testamonie, so forth and so forth, it is in-effective.
School institutes are in need of further freedoms. No two childeren are alike, no two cities and no communities either. An early age and a text book closes an imagination over the open curiosity we need to develop. The attention needed to properly educate new generations of kids seems to dimmish, under the old way of teaching.
Than, set guidelines make out of a doctor a tour guide, out of a tour guide a prostitute, then to make the circle full. Out of a prostitute a cook in the restaurant the doctor loves to eat in.
To live is to see, hear, feel, and experience. Are you experienced ?
The more days pass the more reasons we seem to find to modify old regulations, the more weeks the more regulations, the more months the less work towards the initial innocent curiousity that was to close to someones paranoia over the harms, economic instability, or sheer un-educated will which placed the first regulations into effect (of course this has to be some-one with some political power). It is known that anything that exists has a law behind it. Any law has at least one mind behind it, and one mind never acts alone.
Secretcy becomes now the means to escape from regulation. Communication with the people and world we know, restircted. Sadly we become isolated and controlled. For example.
You buy a snake, to buy rats (which you kill, you practise cosmetic surgery on, or neuro surgey on, whatever you need to learn). And begin a small excuse for non-regulated experimentation. Let''s say you want to develop a new cosmetic. Transparent skin. An opening on the body that shows the inside, covered by a plastic which allows for a clear view. Which can be used to moniter patients with heart problems or spinal disfunctions, which could also create panels for easier access to bio-medics or for surgery, and furhter more could be used to express love and humanity by simply showing your girlfriend your heart pound when she says "I love you".
Of course experimenting such a technology is in humane, to do on rats..The paper work to facilitate such studies is a leep backwards (and time consuming). But the snake needs to eat, and you have rats. You can do want you want if you can handle cutting and gutting "gods creatures". Hope-fully we will un-hinder our technological progressions some-day.
To sum things up simply, we love to play. So much so that our computers are dedicated to this. We play office, organizing stacks of paperwork (to play the game of legislative laws that encompass playing the game of business that encompass playing the game of making money). We play video games (pretending to be, or gaining some experience in something we will never expierence, from war to formula 1 to "casual gaming" such as farmvill). We waste time playing and watching, instead of wasting time getting money. Amazing how playful-ness can lead to murder when one man thinks its fun not to be caught stealing, (or caught playing hide the salami.) Of course rules have to say, "Do not get caught killing and rapping, excuse me I mean raping and killing" for one not to get caught doing so (Guilty Until Proven Guilty, or was it Innocent until....:). Relgion has had the same problems for-ever. Of course. In medicines advancements, playfullness and curiosity has so aided in so much.
We though, regulate happiness, it's such a pity but one must be brave.
Chp.3 Communication
"I explain to you why, you understand I continue. Thoughts appear, questions arrise, communication responds. We have such a big libary of information, in less molecules then is on one cleansed estetically, chemically cleaned paper (blank paper). We communicate infinite, because of such a high number of these molecules (that form our brain). Its' magic really, don't regulate it with paper and words.
As before we begin a solid communication we have to have a pre-requist or, a "receptor" and a "phone number".
Everyone waits and waits on a "story" or a "history" or a "reference" as to an existing person. This is useful to help find nitches (which is everything from respect, to the mate they are allowed to be with or events that this person ca be invited to and etc), yet in the early initation into a group a person is openily and very kindly accepted "fully". Of course this being until his or her pre-request is met and known. Other times a nitch is needed in a social structure and someone will fill it.
Communications is very complicated, as it covers what we know and what we will know, and it leaps to what we learned and how :). Basically any new movement, or technique or whatever we do, requires a synapsyes...which is kind of like a protocol of commands to run in order to attain the desired reaction/action. The only way that people can just splurt out what they have on their mind without creating a "realm" for their context is if everyone that made contact with this person were to have been alive and raised at the same time, and always been next to this person to fully "syncronize brains"...of course that doesnt always work out, either, because of perception or because we're shy. So we have to communicate using verbal synapsyes.
Now then, modern times equals bill-boards, and commercials on tv, some chat on the radio...It equals cell-phones, emails, and sign language. Of course all of this has been tought to us, and it could be very well another tangled web of manipulation, as we are tought how to use our skills of communication for appropriate and innappropriate contexts. It could be that we are becoming one giant organism...Just slowly turning the oceans into fairy (dish washing liquid) and tide (an American detergent), while we slowly learn to adapt to eating these chemicals (look at polar bears, because of toxins in the water the bears get sick from "toxic" fish, which of course, we cook, we bathe them in solutions to make them healtheir and etc...) while we eliminate every other chemical that is not needed for our existance. It seems as if we are a virus cell...that slowly takes a normal red blood cell and turns it into....its own. I'm sorry this seems to have nothing to do with communication, but it does.
Communication is all about creating a patteren of thought, now if you read the begining until here, add all the words together, you get a clear understanding of what I'm saying. Wikipedia is connecting our information MAN!
The question remains, if we couldn't communicate, would slavery ever happen? Or was it a by-product of a communication break down? How bout prison, and crime? Or what would the world be like without words and language? Would we still live in caves?
Communication is the perception of, now , then, here, when, then and time + existance. Simple as that. Communication let's us say things like "I am alive, listen to what i say, do as you have herd" if your' a leader (of a village) or "if you come by my hut, I bong you" to protect terroritory (if your a lone alpha male). It helps us establish a mate with-out violence saying "this my woman, only I bong her". But since we have evolved our society soo much, and with how modern relationships are...."my woman and only I bong her" translates into making 3 thousand Euros a month, renting 2 apartments, having a loan at a bank for a Mercedes and a BMW, and making a plush lifestyle so the woman understands her role...of course... Women are independant now too.
Speech, Words, Actions, and Information. This is all communication is. That is also why Material possesions will never make anyone happy. Since we have evolved to communicate our love, and our life, yet we don't understand how and why. It seems it needs another few centuries to be a well understood science.
Chp.4 Nature
As much as we love the world.
As much as we love the trees, and the grass.
As much as we hate to lose these.
We can not stop.
We are taking everything from nature, because it moves to slow. Because there is not enough room (we just simply make to much love :)
From the poor old dinosaurs that could push our cars across a continent faster than our cars can drive us anywhere off 1 pound (1 liter) of their meat (of course we all know petrol is plants and not animals).
To the trees that create our oxygen.
We need paper, we need gas, we need cash, we need ass.We want gold, dimonds, homes, and technology.
Now then, what are the things a human being needs. It is said that they are. Food, Shelter, Water.
Now then, what are the things a human being wants. It is said not to be electricity, paper, food containers, shampoo, guitars, etc.
Yet we know not what nature is or where. We will never learn to live with her. Our nature is to fend for ourselves, to make due with what we have, and to further our great and wonderful 'civilization'.
Very few people see the big detail.
When a tree sheds it's leaves for the fall, we clean up the leaves and see them as a nucense or trash.. Of course, the trees leaves only add nutrients to the ground, so to grow more plants, this given that the leaves fall on dirt and not cement. We constantly leave traces of ourselves , leaves if you will.
Any candy wrapper, box of parfume, hamburger packaging, soda can, old mp3 player, etc. All these are man-made leaves, that fall constantly. The difference is we push these to a place where no-one will see them.
For countless hundreds of years, man has throw his trash to the one blind spot with-in his eye, to pretend it does not exist, and that he lives with nature in perfect harmony. The further generations, have been diluted to a more advanced version of this thought. Ignorance is human nature, but nature is bliss.
Nature recycles all energy, from poop, to water, to berries, and seeds. All energy does not become something artificial. Natures' chemicall reactions are not abstractions, used to dispense life away from. And they are not ever sterile. Nature grows plants on rocks, and trees in the desert. Nature means life, yet we have not learnt what the meaning of life is. We shall search the forests for more paper, while suffocating on our co2 emissions.
Even the beauty of silence is something that should be considered a wonder. Not hearing the noise created in a modern society, is something all people wish to obtain in their homes, which is why the term "quiet neighborhood exists". Yet nature has had a relaxing ambiance, long before we invented the car.
Nature is perfect in every way. It can only be described in words that equal poetry, and thus nature loses respect as it becomes an object and a form of art. It is patient and flexible, it kills, and it shelters.
Fire, electricity, magnetism, and elctro-magnetism are part of nature. Toxic substances are part of nature, and so are drugs. Of course, so is rain, thunder, mud, thorns, poison ivy, and plains.
Nature has control on life and death. In any scene a predator and a prey can play their piece of theater on life and death. But the scene is created by nature, and she controls if the prey can escape the predator or not, she sets up the small variable on where the predators feet will slip, and where the prey will hesitate. She, Nature, regulates how well each player knows his surrounding. Nature creates the feeling/vibe of being eaten or eating. She releases pockets of oxygen in the right places to make one animals cardio-vascular system aid in moving faster, she adds sunlight to where it is needed to see or too blind the predator or prey.
Nature controls if even a herbivor eats the right plants or not, and controls if the herbivor is to die or not of food poisoning. Because nature can create "scenes" for it's creatures to play in, consuming the infinite energy she has to give.
Great men have tried to understand her for years. Creating mathmaticall equations such as e=mc2, nature has taught us of infrasound. And we have learned that we as humans can destroy nature, using her own grown chemicals. Nature has proved, too, that she can destroy us. She has proved that our planes will not fly, if so she wishes. She has destroyed cities, and preserved our creations in ash. She has flooded our homes, and blown our roofs. And she strikes with lightning, and tears with claws.
Yet nature is kept away from our lives. We live in scenes created by man, on natures land.
Chp.5 Love
Love is a strong word, and it is as strong as hate. Love is family, love is spirit and love is more than death and life will ever be.
It is the moment that lasts more then a day.
Of course love can be taken and dissected into thought patterens and hormones, chemicall reactions and the electricity on our lips.
But passion can not be described in love, and neither can the behaviors created by love.
Love is part of nature, and since we do not understand and get along very well with both. We can't really talk about either.
You can not be told what love is. It is something, and that is all that anyone should know.
Ch.6 Time
"Time is relative"
In reality, not in perception. Time does not exist. This is very hard for the average medulla cortex to understand, as it is not a rational thought. It is not a narcasitic thought either.
For self preservation purposes alone we believe in time. Though time is only valid for beings that actually become non-existant. For a rock time exists only in the moment. For a bird it may be that we are like slow worms in a vast 3d dimensional space. We also, haven't learned how to travel vertical, and we have an obsession with time travel? (No, airplanes really don't count as flying). There is a problem the we consider ourselves to be the only creatures that inhabit this planet and Universe. We don't even compreihand what goes on with-in atoms or how they form and where they go, but somehow everything follows our notion of time. Pure Genius.
So...it's like this: E=Existance, T=Time, U=Universe H=Human.
U=E+T=H which gives you U=H. Though the proper formula is U=E. Space time continuam is a false statement.
Let's dig in further though. To make sure everyone understands.
If another animal other than a human can move within milliseconds (such as a vipers' strike) the question remains is this animal precieving how fast it just bit my hand off?
Of course we have to consider it's medium/average agility of movement...every-day movements like "walking" or better said, slithering. A snake will "out-walk" a human in a casual stride. If a snake out-walks a human in a casual stride it means it's medium of movement is higher. Which if it's medium of movement is higher implies the fact that we are slow to the snake. Now follow me here. If we are slow to the snake, than the snake must be on another clock than us, or at least percieving an altered state of time.
METABOLISM must be the colpret. It is after all called natures clock??? or something like that :) A snake has a much higher metabolism than us. Hell if it didn't, snakes couldn't sustain such active poisons, which kill animals with a smaller metabolism. Metabolism is the fire which burns your calories and cholestorl, but not only, it also regulates body heat, perception, life-span, hair growth, and etc.
This is as good of explanation that time is only for the mortals as a quater Greek can make: If we couldn't count, time wouldn't exist.
Ch.7 Birth.
A few things are known for anyone before they were born and introduced to the world. For some people it is as if the world did not exist and it is as if time began with their birth.
Others see the big picture that, on the land where this child was born, for-fathers, and parents lived and worked. That 100 years have passed, and 10000 bottles of vine have been made. Tomatoes and pears grew and fell infinite times. It is seen, and understood that the parents lived here, in this city. It is seen that the mother slowly grew her belly, while it is seen the bed she slept in and the job she held.
Birth is an important event the we experience. And it is with our birth that we believe the silly notion that the Universe was born once upon a time as well. As if the Universe is a child and 2 other Universes had to fuck to create our Universe. With birth comes ageing and growth.
But if you are to follow string-theory. Everyone one on this planet is a variation of 1 existance, in parallel.
It's hard to explain. You're born in your home-town, it doesn't matter when, you grow in your own way. You could've been any-one else, in any period of time. We're just a variable exploring an never-ending equation. Comprehend the fact that there are people all around you existing, and imagine that you could be any of them. The only problem is that your birth would have had to be different than the one you were given.
An easy way to explain this is, through balls, 4 different colored balls. When my balls are in a bag, they exist without human perception to cloud over well, their existance. And, considering that this means we take out time and we are only left with the presence of the space variable. Any one of those balls could be in any location in the bag, so that means that all the balls are the same color, and exist at the same time in the same place. Great. That makes no sense, but neither does a black-hole.
Of course, we all expierence getting let out of the bag, and being put into human perception. This is the critical point where we show off what color we are, or better said whom we are. And now our clock starts to tick.
Since the moment of our birth, death is inevidiable! All we can do is stop and smell the roses on our way back into the bag.
Chp 8 Society/Aid
We try very hard to help each other, when we think we are in a bad situation we call in distress for help. Of course....to some a bad situation is not the same. A child in a village in the desert will complain that he has to much sand in his teeth, but not the he has no water or food...Yet a family in a big city will feel distressed if they can't pay the electric bill to watch T.V. on a nice big lcd television set. We have been spoiled over and over again until we have forgotten our roots. Their are people who wear socks everywhere, and always worry about having a matching set of socks. Some people live a life-style where it's more affordable to buy new jeans than to wash old ones. Clothing is a must on any given day, and it is a social status que. Yet so is our hair, our shave, our calone. Nature intended us to be hairy, stinky apes, with big strong nails, and rotten teeth filled with bacteria (just like the kamoto dragon) yet we don't want to be what nature (and maybe even god himself intended us to be).We speak, but so do many other animals, we build, yet so do other animals. The only difference is that we build with our hands, whilst other animals build manily with their teeth.
Childeren are born and protected from death the second they can breath, vaccines are given with-in the first 2 weeks of birth and they are pampered and raised as if no wind, wolve, or rain exists.
Take the clothes off some-ones back. And put that person in a forest miles away from society. They will probably attempt to build a shelter, find food, and explore or die. We've in turn allowed evolution to stop, nature selection is void. As we will not euthanis a child that is incompehtant of living in society. They will grow old.
There are also count-less societies, and associations, and clubs, and businesses, and organizations to help childeren. Yet if there are so many, why has not one completed the help childeren act that we so seek to achieve. We always see commercials to help stray, poor, abandoned childeren yet the next day as we so happily stroll down the street we see a poor helpless child with wartz and zits, 30 pounds under-weight and think of the commercials we saw.
To create a commercial means to invest time and money, homeless people don't have much time. It also implies that the organization is a little, pre-occupied with nothing to do, as the only thing to be done is create commercials to change the world, rather then just "Go. Do. Set-Example." Than the competition between organization is where the good will disappears. If you're looking for a good reason not to give to charity here it is.
Society is a way for us to make money. It is very simple.
Chp. 9 Disease, Mental and physical.
For our health and for our young.
How exactly is it that we have so many diseases ? We have been on this planet for a long time now. Shouldn't have natural selection (Darwanism) aided our immune system to be more resistant to pests and death ?
We have been shown too much mercy, but that is what our creator asks of us in the bible, and how nature does not intend of any of it's creatures too live. Disease should be considered a warning that we won't evolve further if we mate with this person. But we ignore it :) Yet mental disease is even far more complex. Considering how we are united.
I've been thinking about writing that mental diseases see to be a renegade way of keeping ones-self from being a normal slave to society. Or too create a kind of dream world where life isn't as boring as it may seem to be. As reality is, we have to kill and eat meat. Some people can't see a chicken liver without passing out, others can't see a chicken liver and think of putting some onion on it.
I consider mental disease a stigmatism. And only a few disease are actually considered by me to be taken serious.
Intermisstion.
I wake to reality. A million people around me of which hurry into their existance. Each of course, believes that his or her fate is with-in their hands. That, what goals they aspire for are creations of their own spontagious will. My friends and family. Band-mates and colleges, co-workers, fans, and one-night stands. All of these are strands that echo with-in the calm void that lays with-in my inner peace.
It seems sometimes, that a life is a constant string of mathamaticall equation. As if, one variable will constantly affect another. We can't live a life that isn't adaptive. So I begin my day off a whim of responsibility, of which I pretend is free will. Do we all awake in this same manner ? I question myself as I lay and write yet another chapter in a book that will be as use-less as the paper it can be printed on. Why create something so small in a universe so large ? Many great men have killed because of a book, with a book you could (well you could've) ruled an empire. My real thrieving pursuit is to dictate from these pages to others, as this book is my exact thought with-out any compromise (excempt that of which I compromise to re-write my thought in a matter that more fits my standards, and of course the standard of spell checking).
This next set of chapters will stop rediculing modern technology and help further civilization. ( Wording like that looks really looks good on paper. :)
Chap. 10
Our pursuit of the stars has seemed to become dulled ever since we reached the moon. As technology helped us measure the large distance and larger exposure of radiation with-in the solor system. We have descided to send probes rather than people to conquer or neighboring planets. It would take a sheer lunitic to risk their own life aboard a vessel which for 4 months, at least 4 months. Will be in constant risk of becoming a giant microwave oven. But further-more. The cold reality that this man or woman;will never see another human being again is the prominant reason why space travel has slowed. Landing people on mars, which is a long time dream of at least America is not possible unless this man (or woman) is willing too stay on Mars for the remainder of their natural life. Even a couple, who could raise a family would face the most harshest reality of descelance on this journey.
To break down the sheer disconnect from life as we know it for a Mars colonist (which is nothing like the early colonists of America, whom could travel back to England or Spain, or France for supplies with-in 3 months) means to take every single thing that makes modern life modern. First to go is the toilet paper. Second is the food. Third is water. Forth is clean clothes. Fifth is sanity. To travel, with-in 4 months to Mars means to take a great deal of supplies on this voyage. Even so, it is not a guranteed fact that these supplies will last even half of the voyage. Another problem is removing waste (and we're not talking about poop). In one month a human being can spit out 1 liter of mucus, so how would a space-ship deal with the minute hum wastes such as co2, dry dead skin, 'human oil' (the stuff on your scalp), or hair folicoles (hair strands).
Food, could be grown, but the space needed to grow enough food for one person to last 4 months is bigger than the person. Sending supplies is out of the question as the risk 'destruction along the way' is to great.
Of course there is the option of using ceral, let's say lucky charms to feed our explorer and by the time we would reach Mars our astronaught would be in no shape (physical and mental) to deal with a daunting task such as setting up a 'camp'.
With a great deal of planning though, a trip could be achieved even if it is just so an explorer can pull out a revolver, take a few pictures and than end their life.
Dealing with the reality of setting up a home for some-one to eventually colonize is an even more complicated mission. As on earth setting up a colony was easy, especially since giant tornadoes the size of a hurracaine still don't exist. Oh and on Earth there have always been fish, water, and air to breathe, let's not forget trees.
The second or more prominantely, first phase of this hole wacky idea is to drill a site, where-as to build a sort of bunker. Now minning is gonna be a little tricky, especially when we can't get the tools we need over to the minning site. It is possible, to use explosives. And than how would the structure of a bunker be built? Can cement be poured on mars?? Well cement does need water.. and we can't exactly send over a tanker of water and cement. Using an existing cave system seems rather logical. And with a little work it could hold oxygen and allow the growth of plants, and what-not. With rubber material or something that could be easily ripped to shreds and eventually compromise everything a cave could make a good start, not to mention that a cave on Mars is more prominant to collapse that a cave here.
My idea is to drop a missle on the surface, which will penetrate deep enough to create a cavity hollow enough to set in a pre-structured modulare colony that would be sent from Earth. Than again, the sheer size and mass or number of these modules will make it very complicated to 1. Get them off Earth and towards Mars. 2. Keep them safe while traveling. 3. Land them safely with-in a usefull location on Mars. 4. Transporting the modules once they arrive into the cavity. Now than the most significant problem faced with this whole idea is not who, but how much will it all cost. Oh, and it might take at least 50 years to execute.
Yet of course the money, excuse me, the funds needed for a mission like this would exist if they weren't used for various probes and satallites. Even if the data collected is use-ful the fact remains that we are on Earth and playing with remote control cars on a different planet. The importance of a colony is that we will further advance our technology, having the opportunity to miticulosily study the phenomino of living on Mars. But the importance of the basic human needs for this colony are even higher. There must be a way to synthensize water, from the atmosphere on Mars. And this is where I will continue writing from.....
Two years ago I would've been on a beach with Sarah. Now my wife is known to the world as Second Commander Inter-solar Pioneer Colins, Sarah. We're stuck now in a tin can, we made the descision to try and explore rather than settle in Florida. We are now, floating in the most perculiar way.
It wasn't always my dream to live alone with her, but as we grew older, and more and more filth scumbed the streets of our world. We descided to help raise our kids some place beautiful. We searched for homes and jobs, and we did find our place down in Deleware, but some-how we got involved with NASA. It was by chance really. Sarah was selling health insurance, and Joe Vretukic (a logistic planner at NASA) started complaining "Young lady, take no offense but I do not wish to hear of these benefits or anything else, let's get this ball rolling. My insurance needs to only cover my health in-case of a sick-ness like cancer, I do not need work place safety",
too where Sarah argued
"You have 4 childeren already, you have to make sure their prepared for anything, even if you don't use the insurance you'll recieve a 20,000 dollar benefit when you retire"
"But I already have a good safe job, I can only get a paper-cut at the worst, and any-way I'm not stupid enough to drop a satalite on my head, I'd rather buy my childeren toys with this money, young lady"
"Ommff fine, Fill this out, but don't say I didn't warn you".
Of course Sarah was only thinking of how much commision she would recieve for up-selling the costumer, but it wasn't like we needed the money. It was her way of spicing up such a boring job, through mild mannered and civilized arguements to why people should do as she says. Sometimes it worked sometimes it didn't It all depended on who worked where.
"Ok mister big shot, you work for NASA. You know that if they strap you on a rocket and send you into space this insurance won't be valid" She glared over the paper-work.
"I send people into space, I'm not gonna send myself, are we done here?"
"Well, almost, how much money does some-one get paid for goin up there? I herd it was only 50k" she said with a naiveily teasing voice.
" For basic repairs only 20k, but we are looking now for someone for Mars, if you know anyone they can always check our web-site"
"Sign here"
"Good-day"
As we sat at home playing the usual Unreal Tournament 2015 she couldn't help but keep blabbering on about what life on Mars would be like. Too not have to go to work, or pay taxes. To live off the land and sit in a hammic as tomatoes would rippen and our bellies would roar for food. Of course we both argued about all the great things we would lose. How electricity it-self would be if any; gone. How we would fight the cold and heat and warm water would not be a commadaty. But of course maybe we could, I knew my way around any circuit board...and she knew how to make gin from cucumbers. After we fragged all the no0b kids online we checked out the whole mission to Mars program. Joe of course monitored our I.P. address to see how much enthuiziasm we had for the project. He would later explain that the psycological involvment for the crew of this mission would have to be very high, and they needed enthuiziasm in their candidates (considering that many have attempted the program and none have passed with satisfactory results).
We didn't know that, we saw a video of our now good friend Thomas Peterwald explaining how NASA hopes to create a home on Mars that is almost identical to the homes of the Green Revolution from 2013. Me and Sarah were of course members of the movement and we helped build plenty of homes with sustainable energy, we even wrote the book on energy as food (some idea we deliberated that all types of energy are consumed by a human being, and the less types and amount of energy there is the more food energy a person requires). We learned that night that Nasa will send a modular Mars colony to a site they already blasted (with rockets obviously) along with a husband and wife cabable of using it as a home.
"We are on a voyage to create eden, we have now, a chance to create a new home for man-kind while we still benefit from Earth. Finally we can afford to create cities with-in our on Solar System and further Man-kinds presence with-in the Universe." So is written on the website. "The population of earth has continue to grow and will continue to grow, the only way to remove our restricition on child-bearing is too create more homes."
And so much more of this idealistic, moral inflating, hippy talk was up on the site. Sarah and I finally got the idea to really get in touch with Nasa after we bought our new home. Our mortage was high enough that we simply thought we won't have as much time as we like to spend with the kids. Even if we were to raise 2 little monsters. We had enough for the first 20 years, but afterwards, they'd go to college and we'd be stuck old.
Sarah and I contacted Joe (Sarah had his home phone number from the insurance papers she filled a year ago.) Joe than invited us to for a drink at the local Applebees where we met him and his colleges. A woman by the name Tracy Olwhather, our psycological therapist expressed her deepest disgust for the idea that Sarah and I would raise childeren on Mars.
Tracy would ask us smart question like "How will you ever explain to your childeren that there are more kids on Earth with more toys and that they can't play together because we're on a different planet. A 4 year old child will never understand what a planet is, they can't comprehend what you will tell them, they'll walk out on Mars surface and kill themselves on accident and kill you in the proccess"
Tracy would even go as deep as to say "You'll raise a pack of wolves, when the boys will come of age and puberty will affect their minds, who knows what can happen it's possible that your' own son will rape his own mother".
"Sarah I think these people are fucking crazy" I whispered into her ear.
"Look it's NASA they couldn't have gotten this messed up on LSD over all these years, just relax and let me argue with her". She replied loud enough for the table to actually hear if they were paying attention, which I don't doubt they were.
"Tracy, I understand your' concerns, but I think you'r comming from a damaged or disfunctional home. We would raise our kids as adults, and we would teach them right from wrong. Plus you don't seem to understand the bond human being hold for each other. Look at me and Jacob. It's been 5 years and we're ready to start a home together, we're as happy as too Swans in a pond. And the family we are going to raise will never be threaten by any psycological disease that you so perculirisly believe every person to be capabale of having".
And that's why I married this woman. Her patient alone is enough to burn a whole in any-ones arguement.
"That doesn't change the fact that you'll only have 1 acher of land to live on. And most of that would be cement" Tracy argued
"We'll be busy synthinizing oxygen and growing patatoes you know, all of us" Replied Sarah.
"Excuse me, ladies"
Interupted Thomas
"We've been meeting couples for this whole mission for about 10 years now, why don't we just order some chilli wings and take this tequila"
"For now"
You see, we aren't very seperated from our community, and Thomas has been on my soccer team for 5 years now. I knew that he worked at NASA but I never cared to find out that he was in charge of the mission to Mars. He was happy that, his own team-mate was interested in Mars.
"I promise that if you two go to Mars, I will get you Jacob a signed soccer-ball by all the teams in the next UEFA cup"
"Now Thomas, you can't bribe me into throwing my life away"
"I'm not trying to bribe you, but try to imagine what it'll be like to play with a soccer ball on a different gravity.....You could maybe raise enough kids to have a foot-ball team if your' up too it"
"Thomas ! I'm not some larvii hatching Queen ant you know" Snarked Sarah.
I can't remember much else of that first night, we did end up pretty wasted and hung-over the next day.
"Honey, if we go to Mars we have to learn to make Whiskey first"
"Ohh shut it, I'm never drinking again"
Were the first words spoken between us as we sat at our breakfest table sulking in the glaring sunlight that came through the back-yard, through the branches of pine trees and refracted off the oak frame of our windows. An orange warm glow of beautey.
"I wonder what the sunrise looks like from space"
On our voyage we will risk our very lives and we are risking them constantaly as we float through the deep void of space and unknown. At any moment an ultra-sonic harmonic could be created by inter-galatic FM bandwith raditation that our ship will explode, or our ears will bleed. A stray peice of rock floating in space could either sent us off trajectory or wreck equipment.
"We have monitored the weather or so our scientist call it weather... carefully over the past decade for the best moment to throw a stone across this lake that is of a distance of Earth to Mars" A few re-assuring words Thomas told me to remember. But we literally are a skipping stone thrown on a lake with the hopes of skimming along to the other side, in the hand of our good friend god.
Our home now is not the wonderuss space station that movies of 2001 would have shown. We have our supplies of frozen foods, meats, vegetables, even bread, which we prepare a meal from every 2 days. Yes we are rationed, we use the Suns own solar energy to generate the heat needed to cook, we cool the ship with special vents that rush heat radiation to a vaccum and than through tiny alliminum hairs into the void of space. Of course we pray on every meal we are so blessed to eat that nothing may go wrong. We hope only to build a new home for us.
This part of the voyage is where we hold our breath.
It'll be a long 4 months. Good thing we have each other.
"Jacob, are you comming out to soccer tonight, Brain hurt is ankle and we need someone else"
"Eric, look you know we got inventory this week."
"I know, it'll be a quick hour long match"
"Ok, but your' paying for me"
"Fine"
"And your' giving me 10 bucks for gas"
"Fine!"
One day two angels came down from heaven to become normal people.
One angel of good, and one of evil. They came here to settle the ever eternal battle between white and black, good and bad, and ying and yang.
Each angel had a continent, and people to raise. To grow to live as the angel wished.
The good angel spent time creating people that lived in harmony and always stayed happy,eating plants and seeds, and never wasting.
The bad angel made people slave over fake gods and build temples and discover new technology,and develop further rules to which to live by, Whilst the good angel left people as free as the wind gods.
The bad angel, having learned the magic of trickery. Learned of a trick needed to play to turn the world evil.
Back in this time, humans were seperated by color. The green people where good and the bad people where blue.
The bad angel, then created a little group and world inside a world, the bad angel created a secret only few would know.
The bad angels people slaved 1000 years to learn how to mutate the good people to look like the bad people, and the bad to look like the good. The bad angel switched their colors through genetic mutation.
The bad angel, spent the next 100 years turning the blue people to green....Of course the good and evil people never met because they lived on seperate continents as so forth were the rules.....
The bad angel then saught out and crossed the border into the land of the good people, capturing the good people secretly and turning them blue, and sent to the evil continent, greens as slaves.
The bad angel made sure people will never remember their old colors, and made ways for us to forget who is bad and who is good. The good angel though, has not used everything. And there is a good in all our hearts because of the music we have been given, the art that defines us, and the expressions and vibes we give.
And so the battle will continue, another eternity until it is desided, and desired.
