PTSD

    Catching up on everything I have to do from the past. It started to bother me that Liaka is actually gone. Ya.... I understand, that she is some-place better, and not run over, crushed by some car, or set-up in a animal shelter in a small cage locked up like a criminal. She is happy, and the time she spent with me was great, and wonderful. Now that she is in Bucharest and not in the wild salbatic town known as Brasov, she might have finally found what she was looking for.
Besides, I remember the last few weeks we had together... She had her little room at the entrance of our apartment, and I'd take her out 4 times a day for 2 hours (most of the time...sometimes more).... and it was very annoying that everytime we would go out she would eat everything she found on the ground. Hunks of meat, bones, and every walk would turn into a dinner.... Finally setting up a doggy shelter out-side she sat by me the whole time, than we went back up and I had to leave to Brasov again in the morning, what for, probation.
She decided to run away at 4 in the morning, and I figured if I'll be back in 8 hours she will still be in the neighborhood and frikking easy to track down and find.

O.k. I managed to find her after she got lost for 3 days in the forest in the middle of no-where and I have looked for this dog for 4 months already in a city covered by asphalt ! She has a micro-chip in her head so if a dog shelter picks her up they will call me, and the few places I called did not find her....so ya...... This is the end of our cute and fun relation-ship, and I can understand that now it may just be a little to late in her life to be a companion with some-one that runs around town as much as I do, and some-how it must be great for her to be out-side chewing bones with one of the packs of dogs around here..... but exactly which pack ?!!! I know everything in the area and the only possibility remains to be stuck in some-ones yard, or out of Bucharest and she is incredibly lazy she would never walk that much....

Soon...I will understand and be at peace with what has happened. I will finally stop looking and believe that she is as happy now as she was with me. 

Udu Dragomir

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